I know he seem nice heard you say that he's sweet
He never let you pay when he take you to eat
He said he'll keep you warm when it rain and it sleets
But girl, you my friend, he got faith in the streets
Only thing he believe in is hustling
Cash in his hand, only thing that can comfort him
It ain't the cash, it's the feeling he gets
When he make a sale, he be feeling like Mitch
Though he got the mind of Ace, he tried to chase his dreams
Now he wide awake, ain't trying to hate
But you got a beautiful heart your soul shines
I can see you in the dark like road signs
Your so kind with a childlike innocence
He got a job with nice benefits like white privileges
But on the side, he still hustling pounds
Like a man with a good wife fuckin around

I know you wish you could get over me
This ain't the way it's 'posed to be
I wanna hold you close to me, but
My insecurity takes over me
I ain't the man you hoped I'd be
I gotta let you go be free, baby

Ok, I know you said his tongue is a gift
He got a way with words like he tonguing your clit
Got you moaning and zoning
A few girls wanna clone him and own him
Wish he would have chose em
And I respect what he did for his ex
He did his best, she was sick and depressed, he paid for everything
He gave his all, but he never gave a wedding ring
You could date much better queen, that's on God
You the sun in morning time, your aura shines
Just trying to give you warning signs, before you crying
Like Jordan Nines he never played the game
But he hurt Keyonne and Semele, to him Cin and Viv did the same
Still loves his ex, check his last recording
He got two cats, sells sacks and raps in his forties
He hide it well but his heart is corrupt
Dirt in his heart like what he got in his trunk, he toxic as fuck

I know you wish you could get over me
This ain't the way it's 'posed to be
I wanna hold you close to me, but
My insecurity takes over me
I ain't the man you hoped I'd be
I gotta let you go be free, baby

Sandi the original thought you were the sequel
They can't break my heart but they bruising my ego
I'm bout to on site his ass Cupid is evil
I feel like Nick Anderson when he shooting a free throw
Trying to shoot my shot but the magic gone
Penny injured, Shaq is gone
Depressed but I'm acting strong, what a lonely path I'm on
Add another sad ass song, to my already overly sad catalog
Cindy was beautiful, black and Colombian
Pretty as the flower in the sacks that I'm hustling
Raised out in Italy, amazed she was into me
They were both Christians, praised the divinity
I kinda feel like their praying got rid of me
Like God came and saved em before I could destroy em
Fill em up with poison
When they dumped me
I swear to fuckin Christ that I heard angels rejoicing
Now to Vivian, a beautiful Nigerian
Quiet type, soft spoken like a librarian
Both relationships doomed cuz my worrying
They both brought up trauma inside I tried burying
Both were karmic revenge from me ghosting chicks
And doing dirt I can't control my dick, back to hopelessness
A lotta pain and hurricanes in my heart
Maybe I'm one of them seeds that germinate in the dark though

I ain't ashamed bae I gotta be honest
Rather than making a false promise, I acknowledge
I got some healing I gotta do on my own
You ain't the reason I'm feeling outta my zone
I know it sound like a cop out
Looking at my past I been labeled a relationship drop out
We ignored red flags that we noticed
And for a different outcome I know we both wish, but

I know you wish you could get over me
This ain't the way it's 'posed to be
I wanna hold you close to me, but
My insecurity takes over me
I ain't the man you hoped I'd be
I gotta let you go be free, baby